23 y/o female, NYC Dweller, Music Lover, Aspiring Shithead.
I like to watch time lapse videos while listening to IDM.
This is a mixture of a personal blog & various reblogging bullshit. It's mostly filled with my bitterness.

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Sunday May 5 @ 02:21am with 0 notes


Oh hay my 5th replacement phone. Screw you shoddy Taiwanese phone manufacturers.

Oh hay my 5th replacement phone. Screw you shoddy Taiwanese phone manufacturers.

Tuesday Apr 2 @ 12:23pm with 0 notes


Little door on St marks.

Little door on St marks.

Friday Mar 29 @ 09:38pm with 0 notes


This is the alleyway that I have to walk down to get to my psychiatrist ‘s office……………. .   .

This is the alleyway that I have to walk down to get to my psychiatrist ‘s office……………. . .

Wednesday Mar 27 @ 08:17pm with 0 notes


ok i fine now. 2.5 mg of xnax is kicking in and i feel loopy but ok.


Sunday Mar 24 @ 12:29am with 0 notes


I think I’m going to have a full blown panic attack. I’ve taken 5 xanaxes but my hands wont stop shaking and i have no one to talk to about this shit. I really really really hate my existence. It’s not that i hate myself, i just hate my anxiety. it cripples my ability to enjoy things and live in the moment. i can’t even just have a good time , i can’t ever fucking relax and it;s so fucking exhausting. i just want to do away my feelings of pertetual guilt and not taking everthing so seriously. i feel like i want to die, not in the depressy suicidy way but it’d be so nice just not to feel anything for just one fucking second of my life. just some goddamn reprieve i can’t deal with my shit right now. i want to curl up into a ball and never move. i’m fucking losing my self. i feel fucking crazy. my rational self can’t reconcile my anxiety. What the hell is happening to me.


Saturday Mar 23 @ 11:49pm with 0 notes


Are you fucking kidding me.

Are you fucking kidding me.

Friday Mar 22 @ 02:25pm with 0 notes


This is what ballers eat for lunch.

This is what ballers eat for lunch.

Wednesday Mar 20 @ 02:04pm with 0 notes


It begins.

It begins.

Tuesday Mar 19 @ 10:13pm with 0 notes


at Boulevard Tavern

at Boulevard Tavern

Saturday Mar 16 @ 12:40am with 0 notes